Gulp

We just had a meeting for the London program with the professor that's going with us. It was the first time I'd met her or known who else was going in the Spring. And you know what? All of a sudden it seems a little more real. Like, wow. I'm going to London. I really am. It's not a dream, I'm really going.

I'm excited. *


*and really scared that Something will Happen and I won't get a job and won't have the money to go, but I'm trying to tell myself to stop being utterly ridiculous, God opened this door for me and He'll make sure I get to go.


**NOTE**I haven't been posting for the last days because my computer's battery died. But a new one will be arriving in the next few days, so I'll be back to regular posting (hopefully) by early next week.